Hello sangho . It is not easy to explain you concretely without visual communication. If you have a webcam, the problem will be different because knowing that you are supervised by a teacher, we are only able to ask questions; (and which teacher??) if you are not rich. 3 months, depending on your personal work, do not ruin yourself in methods and other, here there is all what you need. A piece of advice though; don't go faster than the music; assimilate gradually without burning the steps (result of many deseptions). I am currently communicating with a similar member, why not contact me? What I proposed on the forum, I put it in place by investing 30 euros in a webcam in order to help, and this, in pure friendship (goal of this site). Don't say anymore that you are bad, nobody is, everyone does what he can with what he has, and I am sure to prove it to you, so I am waiting for you .....